After a few recent events...

I'm quitting. Maybe there's a few reasons I'd like to list.

First I kind of quit because of the whole pervertedness in this server, the sick minded teenagers and their stupid ways of imagining 'Roleplay'. I'm not going to point fingers, those that did it know about it themselves.

Then my personallity issues, I've got traumas, lots of them, from anger to easy provocation, from easy provocation to self-control loss.
One simple /a argue, and I stir up, a headache, like a spear moving into my head, I just 'frenzy' (would be the best way to call it).
After visiting the doctors, I've been informed that IRL issues caused this, issues that better not be explained here, or pointed out, because they really did ruin my life, I'm stuck with nothing but nightmares of it, my attitude has been completely ruined because of it, I'm ashamed of it. It's permanent, it can't be removed like an illness, it's going to stay here forever.

Then the assholes of the server, the bad-mannered people, as much as nice have I tried to be, they continued to talk behind my back, cursing me in every way possible, all those stupid /f chats and pm's between players, It's getting tiredsome, I'm exhausted, tired... tortured. Best solution - quit SAMP, it's been the cause of my anger issues.

I've also got a deathwish in 2012.06.25, and I need to prepare for it.

I doubt I'd want to list people, because I've only stayed this far because of Yas, Ray, Samara, I don't know what I'd do without these people here, theyre like medicine, medicine i'm addicted to, Kyra has also been of help, can't say for others though, with all my dear kindness, to find them calling me a 'Faggot who can't rp either races', it really stakes me through the heart to know of it. But, oh well, doens't look like I'll care for it that long.


I've removed partially everyone from VHRP from my skype/steam and other shit I could think of, I might pop in to RP a few times with the people I'd like to RP with, like Kyra, or Ray, or Smazz. And god thanks for helping me be part of the adminteam, appreciated.

BEYOND that... ta-ta! -flies off.-

Bye Mcdon.

Idk. We never really seemed to get along due to circumstances. It sucked a bit.

I wish things turned out better.

Sorry to see you go.

I dunno Sam. To me you were rather good, I respected your decisions and the way youve continued to lead. You were a good friend overall, we had to forget the past.

Ah i dunno. Everything seemed sorta..Strained. I mean that whole mess with the CK's and cammry-sabbat was just..Messy. It shouldn't have happened, gone the way it did or ended the way it did.

As long as we part on good terms. That's the important thing.

Noone needs enemies.

It should not have. But it happened. Let us forget about it, I never blamed anyone for it, it was solely something to continue RPing on.

I loved every second of Rping a vampire, and for that chance, I feel gratitude. Fuck what happened IC, let's just remain awesome.

Well. Another one leaves >.>

I'm sad to see you go McDon, Hope you sort out your problems IRL.

Good bye and i wish you the best

Farewell McDon, it was nice to RP with you.

Where the hell should I start.

Well, first of all, to be honest, it is sad to see you leaving.

Other things...

Yep, assholes, shit, IRL stuff... it all ruins crap and whatever. You dude probably dislike me big time due those stupid events happening over there. But listen dude, you have to understand that some people who are friends, stay friends forever. No matter what kind of bullshit they may do, it always pays off in the end.

Right, I'm sorry about those retarded argues over /a which, well, weren't really argues from my line of sight but I suppose it somehow was. You, on the other had, were always a good guy with... misunderstanding some people.

But hey buddy! Shit happens. You can't change the past. Just yesterday I can be hated by someone and tomorrow be loved by the person. Why? Because time is retarded and things change so quickly.

Things change and we don't remember the things which happen in the past... most of us just... like freaking delete it and go "That's in the past, I care about now". And now you might see gold in some people, and tomorrow nothing but rust. That's what happens bro, people respect those who are around them now, not those in the past.

Unlike... those people... I respect everything, past, now, whatever. Even tho' both of us got into that small retardism, I still appreciate the person you are and respect you. You once did good for me and you've no idea how freaking I thank you for it. What you shew me was the truth, lying words won't... stop me from that truth, and meanwhile I'll just think about who's worthy of being around and who's not.

Oh and, perverted and sick minded teenagers. No no no, just, don't get me wrong. That's the past too, because, you see, all that "sick stuff" actually made me realize it's not worth of having it around, and probably would regret it in future as I regret it now.


I hope you understand all I said, the way I seen it with my eyes.

Anyhow... Take care McDon. Just take care, health is the most important thing in your life, don't lose it. I hope that everything ends well with you, and you to find what you were searching for.

If you don't mind, I'll be around Facebook. If you need me, I'm there. Always.

bye

I aint sayin' bye, because I know I'll still chat with you on skype~.. c:

Sad to see you leave vh.. But I can understand the Perverted reasons... Hell I'm with you on that part. I hate Teens nowadays, Think they are so.... "Adult".. Well they aint.

Anyway.. I hope to keep chattin with you.. Cya whenever I cya.

Goodbye McDon, hope to see you again someday...

Holy crap! McDon! NOOO! Why are all the epic people leaving?! Damn it dude, and I dragged you into that silly report. I'm sorry, but you were the only epic guy who could'a helped me out. It's really sad to see you leaving bro.. but damn..

You didn't list me, you mortal fool.
Well, it was awesome RPing with you.
BUT! Your driving skills suck.
I won't say goodbye either, since we will be spending time on LOTRO, MW3, Skype etc.
fak u gooby

Nicolas wrote:

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You just can't make it simple, can you?

Ariel wrote:

bye

You just can't make it more complex, can you?

Anyways, sad to see you go. We'll be losing a great dude and a great RPer. Thanks for helping me out when I was a werewolf. You've been a great mentor.
Hope to see you drop by from time to time :\

Bye McDon, sad to see you go, send me your Skype if you don't mind <3. Oh and err...don't be stealing any more ambulances xD. I hope you still remember or I'll look like a fail.